Fox continues to surprise and delight me. There are many things going through my mind about him but I’m struggling putting it into words. I’ve tried to explain it to friends and the thoughts are starting to coalesce – which means you will see them here soon.
I didn’t think I would have this problem. And I’m going to make this post quick because a very wise New Yorker suggested perhaps I write a little bit less and focus on other stuff (he said health, but I’m going to use the found time to get my turntable fixed so I can play the albums my father gave me at Christmas… his ENTIRE music collection).
Last night I was texting Tony a little bit and I sent him a picture…not particularly naughty, but I did think it was sexy. It was of my shoulder, neck, and breast (covered with my hand) showing him that the bruise from last weekend had faded.
He didn’t exactly respond in a manner I thought befitting someone who had just received said photo, so I asked him what he thought and he said: Continue reading →
I’m trying not to be, but I’m morose. I’m watching him pack as I type these words. He leaves tomorrow morning, early. Our 10 days is up.
(If you don’t know who I’m talking about, search “Johnny” on my blog or go to my Lovers page. It’s a darn-tooting dramatic and romantic story, if I do say so myself).
We stopped by a tattoo parlor tonight, after dropping my son off with my Mom. He got a permanent reminder of me. No, it’s not my face or my name – he’s not an idiot – but it will always be there. It’s really fucking romantic. And sexy.
Yes, we had the conversation about what’s next. Yes, I will share it, but not right now. I don’t know how much I will write about our time together – definitely some of the highlights. But there are moments that will remain just ours, forever.
I will miss him terribly. Thank you WordPress, for helping him find me.