I am tired of justifying neglectful behavior. Parsing what-if’s like it makes a difference.
Thinking maybe he didn’t get in until midnight. Maybe he’s taking his kid to school this morning. Maybe he’s still asleep since he’s a few hours hours behind. Maybe he’s not sure how to contact me because he’s going to break up with me. Knowing he always thought he’d wake me up by texting me late, forgetting my phone goes into silent mode. Knowing he rarely texted me in the morning.
FUCK ALL THAT SHIT.
I’m furious. More angry than hurt, but the hurt is there too.
Until this morning, I was willing to give Tony a chance, as it’s quite possible he was simply inconsiderate – and while not good, it could be addressed. But this is ridiculous. He told me he was arriving yesterday. And now it’s today, albeit still early, and I’ve heard nothing.
What possible reasonable reason could there be?