If you didn’t get access to my blog while it was private, you can read Baby Did a Really Dumb Thing to know what the heck spurred it.
Today, my ex-husband Will dropped off my son at lunchtime. I casually asked to see his new phone, saying I was considering upgrading mine. I asked him to unlock it so I could compare apps and the screen.
He was sitting in front of me the whole time. I played around, asked if I could see pics (he said no lol), and talking the whole time, quickly went into his mail app. Couldn’t see the errant email. Realized my hands had started to shake.
Showed him his phone again to ask where a certain app was. Then turned it back so he couldn’t see what I was doing. Found the right email account. Realized he may have deleted it. Sure enough went into deleted mail, searched for it, and found it.
With a quick swipe to the left, the Ann St. Vincent email was gone for good. My hands were shaking.
It didn’t help that I gotten a migraine on my way home, coming back from a friends house, where I stayed overnight. I feel like crap. I haven’t had a migraine in maybe six months. I’m hosting dinner tonight. My Mom and Step-Dad are sick – he’s here but she didn’t come. My Dad and Step-Mom and half-brother are on their way. But my son is so happy, which makes having a hand up a turkey’s ass while in serious pain all worthwhile.
I had checked a log I have of visitors to my blog yesterday and concluded that Will hadn’t tried to access the blog. That he put the email in Trash means he wasn’t suspicious. So, I am ready to open my blog again. It’s a huge relief.
I have stories to tell. It’s been a busy week. But it will wait until later.
Merry Christmas to those of you who celebrate it – and happy holidays to everyone!!